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THE DIARY OF A CHICK WHO WALKED AWAY FROM ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS (THE CULT)

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Go-Go Rach  once was a girl whose world was controlled by the idea that she was POWERLESS. After a chain of events, she realized she'd been lied to. Now she does whatever she wants, whenever she wants, with whomever she chooses to do it with.

Her blog chronicles the horrors she experienced in the halls of Alcoholics Anonymous (THE CULT) and the wonderful things she does now that she's escaped. *IF SHE BIT HER TONGUE ANY LONGER, IT WOULD BLEED!*

Her life is pretty GREAT.
#gogorach
#livelikeumeanit


Tuesday, March 11, 2014

THE THIRD TIME'S A CHARM - THE END

  
I'm off to rest, heal, move on & to re-discover Rach.
Wishing you all the love, peace and happiness in the world.
See you when I see you. xo


Well, I suppose it happens to the best of us, the worst of us, all of us or, at least some of us - all things must come to an end. 

Friday, March 7, 2014

DREAM CHECK FRIDAY, MARCH 7, 2014 (UPDATED)

Hello Fellow Dreamers!

How's it?  My strong desire for each of you is that you're doing as *AWESOME,* as I am!

My greatest news since my last D.C.F. post is that my psychologist and psychiatrist were both one hundred percent correct in their suspicions about my diagnosis, I am, indeed, a person with A.D.H.D. -  a fact proven by the immediate efficacy of Adderall.

Although I wanted to get off prescription drugs completely, I realized during my last attempt at life without them that illicit drugs are no substitute for legal ones, especially now that I've found what seems to be the perfect solution to my constant craving for stimulants.

Friday, February 28, 2014

WHAT PART OF GO FUCK YOURSELF DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND?


Just when I thought I'd come to grips with my fucked up immediate family, both Cuntessa and my panty waste of a brother show up on twitter where they made equally pathetic attempts to defame my character to, well, NOBODY.

Friday, February 21, 2014

DREAM CHECK FRIDAY, FEBRUARY 21, 2014

Hello Fellow Dreamas!!! How is YOUR LIFE? Mine, well, ya know, I've still had my ups and downs. Although I know lots of folks who hate that saying. Sometimes that's all one can utter.

Presently, that "one" is ME.

Saturday, February 15, 2014

FEBRUARY REPUGNANCE

One of the last things Cuntessa said to me when she stole everything I worked my whole life to earn, then kicked me into the streets of Vegas to DIE, was that she had never accomplished a single one of her own dreams, so why on earth should I be able to?

Friday, January 31, 2014

THE SKY IS BLUE


One thing I know about myself is that I have a brain that won't quit. It takes a whole lot of things to keep me organized. The basics begin for me with food, shelter and clothing, which had never been a problem to maintain.

Sunday, January 26, 2014

WHAT'S SHE DOING FOR TREATMENT?




Frankly, I never wanted to be "sober." Once I figured out how I was abusing substances to numb my feelings, I stopped doing it. I left all people, places & things behind if/when I was reminded of my past. I changed my behavior, particularly avoiding anything to do with SUBSTANCE ABUSE, especially those prone to it.

Thursday, January 16, 2014

YA CANNOT TRUST THEM STEPPERS!

Rach on Meth

One of the things I had hoped to be able to say at the end of all of this was that I left A.A.; did not end up in jail, dead or in an institution. Unfortunately, this is not the case. Although I have managed to avoid jail (barely), I have been institutionalized several times in the past few years. I'll admit it. I am a red hot mess. I'm lucky I am still alive, actually.

Monday, January 13, 2014

"YA DONE GOT A RECORD ANYWAY"


One of the main reasons I moved back to Asheville was because I hoped to be able to go back to the amazing mental health provider I had when I lived here before. I also looked forward to re-connecting with my church and planned to give back to the organizations that helped me get back on my feet when I lived here before.

DeConstrucor's Comment In Response to LETTER TO MY "FRIENDS" IN AA (page above)

"Brav fucking O.....Standing O fucking Vation. Or perhaps the Charlie Daniels quote from the Geico commercial of "thats how you do it son"

That was incredible.

Reminded me a little of "the letter" at the end of the Breakfast Club (perhaps the greatest movie ever)

Keep it up, dont be afraid to kick them in the teeth once in a while.

Always remember that its the misfits, the rebels, and the troublemakers that are the ones that change the world."

He post the following video at the end of his comment.

Thank you, my friend.
I am both Flattered and HONORED.
*STINKIN THINKAS UNITE!*


*This Video is here to support Decon's Words, not OBAMA (or any politician for that matter, since I've never been allowed to vote) Sincerely, Go-Go Rach.