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THE DIARY OF A CHICK WHO WALKED AWAY FROM ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS (THE CULT)

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Sunday, December 4, 2022

Fourteen


It’s been almost twelve years since my mother kicked me out the first time. Unfortunately, I don’t have anything left to support the second time (actually, it was the FIFTH, but who the fuck really cares, anyway?)
Nobody.
At.
All.
Although I was used to that, I hadn’t expected to go through HELL. I hadn’t expected to find myself an aunt-unwanted. Of course. Things really suck. I’ve got nowhere to go from here. I don’t want to go anywhere from here.I just want to be DONE.
I’ll admit, I am so sad. My brother hates me. So does my mom. And, apparently, I’m never gonna get to meet the kid. 
It sucks almost as much as knowing your mom hates you.
Although I’ve done my best to move on, I simply can’t.
How does one reconcile being hated? Dismissed? Forever? And EVER?  I’m nothing to nobody. I’ll never be anyone to anybody. Ever. 
It’s been FOURTEEN YEARS. 
I’m old. 
I’m tired. 
All of my friends are DEAD, or, they've abandoned me.
Just like me. 
Only, they’re free. Free from this flesh I cannot stand.
FOURTEEN YEARS.
Is a long time.
Too long.
Way too long.
Fuck fifteen.
Peace OUT.

  

DeConstrucor's Comment In Response to LETTER TO MY "FRIENDS" IN AA (page above)

"Brav fucking O.....Standing O fucking Vation. Or perhaps the Charlie Daniels quote from the Geico commercial of "thats how you do it son"

That was incredible.

Reminded me a little of "the letter" at the end of the Breakfast Club (perhaps the greatest movie ever)

Keep it up, dont be afraid to kick them in the teeth once in a while.

Always remember that its the misfits, the rebels, and the troublemakers that are the ones that change the world."

He post the following video at the end of his comment.

Thank you, my friend.
I am both Flattered and HONORED.
*STINKIN THINKAS UNITE!*


*This Video is here to support Decon's Words, not OBAMA (or any politician for that matter, since I've never been allowed to vote) Sincerely, Go-Go Rach.