I WAS A TEEN AGED BANK ROBBER MS EXCERPT - REVISED 1/6/12

This is the introduction to my current W.I.P. which is a story about a girl whose life was virtually destroyed by her emotional terrorist mother and her premature brainwashing by twelve-step dogma, as I detail in this post. 

As I stood, freezing, in the middle of an empty hotel parking lot, located in a tiny coastal town in Maine, I could see a limousine making it's way through the snowy roads towards me.

Even though I'd confirmed the appointment the day before, I still worried. God forbid what may happen, had the car been late, or not shown up, at all.

DREAM CHECK FRIDAY, OCTOBER 7, 2011 UPDATED (VIDEO)

PLEASE NOTE: THIS IS AN UPDATED VERSION OF THIS VIDEO. Blessings.

DREAM CHECK FRIDAY, SEPTEMBER 16, 2011 (VIDEO)

Hello Fellow Dreamers! How was your week?

Mine was great. I'm three days away from residence in a place where I will be able to fend for myself! Check out my video for my goals and PLEASE COMMENT! How are you doing? Any new and exciting things on the horizon? Share with us! We are headed to the place where dreams are made! GET ON THE BUS!

A BATTLEFIELD IS NO PLACE FOR CHILDREN! (UPDATED 9/17)

We'll Be Okay, Tolstoy. xoxo

I am an orphan with no family and no sense of community at all because I grew up believing that every one of my family members abandoned me because they suck.

That was my mother's version of the truth.

She passed it on to me at an early age. I wore her words with honor, as I defended her to anyone who had the nerve to say anything bad about the only family member I was ever allowed to know.

ONTO PLAN B

A quick webcam shot of the backyard, where I almost lived.

"You can only help people who want to be helped."

I cannot think of any situation where this saying is more applicable, than in the case of substance abuse.

My new "boss" and her husband are substance abusers. I knew that when I signed up to move into their house to assist in the lady's cleaning business and drive her around.

DREAM CHECK FRIDAY AUGUST 29, 2011 (VIDEO!)

Hello Fellow Dreamers!

How was your week? Mine was excellent! I am excited to announce that I will be making videos every week on Dream Check Friday! I'm just learning how to edit video, so look for Go-Go Rach to get *FANCY!*

I'VE FOUND MY VOICE

So, yeah. I've taken an ass-kicking like no other I've experienced. One thing is certain, I've changed. As I sit here, typing, I am a ball of mush, ready and willing to do just about whatever I have to do, in order to be the person I've always wanted to be.

NO. I will never go back to Alcoholics Anonymous. No. I will never get sober. I am not POWERLESS. I've proved it to myself and others over and over. My book, "VIPERIZE ME," will prove it to you.

FREEDOM

All I can do is LAUGH at the insidiousness of it all.

I just want to write a short post to let you all know that things are turning around for me. I know my post yesterday was depressing and sad. I'm sorry if you are worried or if you are disgusted by my inability to "take responsibility for myself." I have been victimized. I write about it. I'll eventually work through it, I promise!

I'M STOKED IF THERE'S MEAT FOR DINNER!

OMFG! I miss STEAK!

HOLY CRAP! The past five months have been one hell of a ride, huh?

My life has been a CLUSTER FUCK!

*GEEZ!*

A WARM FAREWELL FROM GO-GO RACH - ALMOST THE FINAL RANT (WITH LOVE)

Great Job, Cuntessa! 

Dear Friends, Enemies and Folks Who Found Me By Mistake,

It is with great regret, that I have decided to stop posting on this blog.  I have no idea if this is a permanent decision.  I may start posting again in the future. I may not. I may start another blog someday.  I may not. 

TOP TEN REASONS TO RUN FROM ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS (VIDEO)

It's Tuesday, but I got nothing... 

Except this *AWESOME* video.  Enjoy! :D

'Till Next Time,

  




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I'LL TELL YA WHO'S A SLUT!

SLUT.

What do you think about when you hear that word?

The image I cannot dispel is of CUNTESSA'S contorted face, calling me a SLUT, after she read SAVE IT FOR A CHICK WHO WANTS TO HEAR YA TALK.  She insists it's SLUTTY to have NO STRINGS ATTACHED (NSA) SEX.  At this stage of my life, I think it's SLUTTY not to.

HOW STUPID COULD I BE?

Enjoy another laugh at my expense.

My life is totally fucked.  As bad as it could get.  Now I am stuck in the middle of Las Vegas, without a way to get to the store to buy water, food, or anything else I need because I am STUPID.

I AM THE POSTMODERN JOB

A Female Job Makes Perfect Sense In Postmodern Society

"The Bible says a person must lose everything in order to change the world."

By the time I made it to the Welfare office in Oakland, CA, I was in a total panic. Never, in a million years, would I have thought I'd  be homeless. I focused my attention on my list of things to do to get back on my feet, while I tried to stay positive.

IN YOUR DREAMS, SHERLOCK!

Would you believe SHERLOCK tried to hit this again?  
 
Yup. He's that same dude who stole my affection, heart, faith, and vitality with a bunch of lies because he wants what he wants when he wants it.  I used to think I fell for hard for him, now I realize I fell for the illusion he made up to get me.

MY FIRST YEAR FREE FROM THE CULT

I'm So Happy!

Well.  Well.  I celebrated one full year out of THE CULT, with GLEE, on Thursday, April 28.  Just as I suspected might happen, I HAVE NOT:


Been to jail.

Or an institution.

Or, obviously, DIED???

DREAM CHECK FRIDAY APRIL 29, 2011

Hello Fellow Dreamers!  How was your week?

Mine was *AWESOME!*

Finally, I'm finished with the shock and depression that has ruled my world over the past few months.  I've come full circle to realize life has done Go-Go Rach another BIG FAT FAVOR!

Go-Go Rach Won A Blogger Award!

The Versatile Blogger Award

A BIG FAT THANKS GOES OUT TO Annikka Woods FOR THE HONOR!

Does Teen Drug Rehab Cure Addiction Or Create It? Maia Szalavitz, Time Magazine, July 16, 2010

A teenage boy smokes marijuana

Tomas Rodriguez / Corbis

"Matt Thomas" (a pseudonym) had only recently begun experimenting with marijuana when he got caught selling a few joints in the bathroom at his junior high school. It was no big deal, Thomas thought, especially considering that his parents — an investment banker and a homemaker — smoked pot too.

DREAM CHECK FRIDAY APRIL 8, 2011

Hello Fellow Dreamers! How was your week?  Mine was wonderful, but I am absolutely exhausted!  Rest, work and more rest is what I need.  I've been through the wringer over the past month, so I guess it's gonna take some time to feel like myself again.