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Friday, February 21, 2014


Hello Fellow Dreamas!!! How is YOUR LIFE? Mine, well, ya know, I've still had my ups and downs. Although I know lots of folks who hate that saying. Sometimes that's all one can utter.

Presently, that "one" is ME.

In this Dream Check Friday post, I've got both, outstanding and not so outstanding news. First, I am doing *AWESOME!* I can feel myself coming back every day, which is amazing. I am definitely on the right path to getting back to LIVING THE DREAM!

The least outstanding is that I am sorry that I won't be able to produce any new videos for a while. My refurbished computer is very basic, without a web cam, etc. Although I've thought about investing in an external one, I have decided to hold off for now. One day, I will return to California to pick up all I left in storage. I hope to be able to go within the next few months. We'll see.

I do miss producing my awesome videos, as I'm sure you do too!

 One step at a time, I suppose

It's cool.

Nothing gets me more excited, aside from, well, ya know, besides a great FIGHT.

I'll admit. I am one brilliant bitch and, I love getting into it with the *BEST* of them. I hold my own. 'Nuff Said.


Someone very close to me is in jail right now. He rules.

The wonderful people who claim to LOVE him where brainwashed into the twelve step model, which hasn't worked since, like, FOREVER. I ditched all the vipers, except the one who means the most to both of us: his precious, brilliant, daughter whom is a lot like me. We are spastic, get a long great and I am thrilled to have all of these people in my life!

It took a lot of work to get her to understand my opinions about the CULT.

Praise God, the Universe, Jesus, Yahweh, whomever, she finally got what I was telling her. Now that we are on the same page, we've been working together to help the person we love, with love. It's so amazing to see how well LOVE, rest, healing & moving on WORKS.

In direct contrast to the bullshit, "tough love theory," which leaves "addicts" to die, alone, she did the opposite of everything she's been trained to believe. She went to his court dates. She told him she loves him and, we planned to bail him out, until someone else did it for the benefit of constant supervision and, a strong attempt to put a wedge between myself and my friend. It sucked.

I will write more about this in the future. I really, really love this person. All I can do is to keep in touch with him and pray he is strong enough to set up the boundaries we are all entitled to as ADULT, HUMAN BEINGS.

As for me & my goals:

First up: I am relocating to an undisclosed location to be closer to my friends and family.

AND...AND! AND! AND! I found the proper legal term for what happened to me during my recent court hell that is basis for a lawsuit. Of course, I had to contact my shitty public pretender to get the ball rolling, yet I refused to speak with her, so I left a message for the lead public pretender with my intentions.

As opposed to the "response within two or three days," as was offered by the receptionist who took my message, the head honcho called me back within five minutes. *HIGH FIVE.*

According to the lead public pretender, nobody cares if I get the sub assessment because THEY ARE NOT WORRIED. I merely must continue on with my mental health treatment and stay out of trouble, as I AM. HAPPY DANCE!

For now, I am sitting on the news, with a lot of hope that there are things that I can do, if I want to go that route. At the moment, I've got a whole lot of stuff to do, so it will have to wait. 

I need to build my relocation plans. Yes, I am going back out West.


The new Go-Go Rach Land will remain top secret since it's nobody's effing business, anyway.

Oh, how I miss California. I would love to live there. I freaking wish, but I cannot afford that place right now. SOMEDAY, I will...I know it! I will get back there, when the time is right.

Not that the place I've decided to move to isn't amazing. It totally is!

My family is there. Friends are there and, a whole lot of outside of the box thinking is there, which I REQUIRE.

My goals for the next week are:
  1. Stay patient with ADHD person in charge.
  2. Stay off the sauce.
  3. Continue to steer clear from the vipers.
Within the next six months:
  1. Work with my new web developer to build my new site! 
  2. Visit the place I am moving to check things out.
  3. Save money, then re-locate by the end of the Summer.
  4. And, as always, I will continue to KICK ASS.

Until Next time,

DeConstrucor's Comment In Response to LETTER TO MY "FRIENDS" IN AA (page above)

"Brav fucking O.....Standing O fucking Vation. Or perhaps the Charlie Daniels quote from the Geico commercial of "thats how you do it son"

That was incredible.

Reminded me a little of "the letter" at the end of the Breakfast Club (perhaps the greatest movie ever)

Keep it up, dont be afraid to kick them in the teeth once in a while.

Always remember that its the misfits, the rebels, and the troublemakers that are the ones that change the world."

He post the following video at the end of his comment.

Thank you, my friend.
I am both Flattered and HONORED.

*This Video is here to support Decon's Words, not OBAMA (or any politician for that matter, since I've never been allowed to vote) Sincerely, Go-Go Rach.