This morning I woke in my new place. For the first time, in nearly twenty-two months, I feel one hundred percent safe, happy and *HOME,* at last. I humbly thank God for every single blessing I've received. I moved out of another terrible situation into one that seems to be exactly what I need.
My new roommate is incredible.
As I wrote in my last post, she is in her early fifties, blogs, writes, does Yoga. She also has a big heart, full of compassion and the ability to love that extends throughout her home and onto me, a very broken Go-Go Rach.
As I type this post, I have tears in my eyes. My nightmare is over. I worked hard to get into this place. I will work hard to stay. I've got so much to do...a million posts to write, books, a life to get back on track. It's been a long, humiliating road my friends. I am not the same person I was when I started this blog.
Oh, so far from that angry, resentful, vindictive person I used to be...I am humbled beyond belief.
Things fell into place so perfectly. It's a miracle. I found this condo, applied, was accepted and paid my roommate with glee. When she handed my house key to me, it had a star on it.
With a big smile, she said, "Make a Wish!"
The only wish I have right now is that I may do what I am meant to in a way that will help others.
One more thing, I must say is this. No matter what I've gone through, every single second has been worth it because of how I feel about myself today. I am truly a woman of dignity and honor, who made it through what's typically learned during the years that were stolen from me in Alcoholics Anonymous and by my "mother."
All the while, I did not think twice about my decision to leave THE CULT. You bet, it was a struggle. Growing up always is.
Also, I've come to know an authentic relationship with GOD, as I understand HIM. I will never put His name is quotes or put "MC" before His only Son's name. Today I understand, the Son I once made fun of is the ONLY hope for a wretch like me. I humbly thank HIM for getting me through my darkest days.
Finally, I clearly understand why this happened.
I am a fighter.
I need to be tough AS STEEL NAILS.
This is my PUPOSE.
I know full well, God is preparing me for the FIGHT of A LIFE TIME!
Glory be to GOD.
Praise GOD.
I humbly thank HIM for the opportunity HE has bestowed upon little, tiny me, to CHANGE THE WORLD!
My heart is full of gratitude.
I am fortunate to be here.
*Alive.*
Ready. To.
HEAL.
And.
To MOVE ON.
UP.
MAKE A WISH...
'Till Next Time,
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