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THE DIARY OF A CHICK WHO WALKED AWAY FROM ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS (THE CULT)

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Go-Go Rach  once was a girl whose world was controlled by the idea that she was POWERLESS. After a chain of events, she realized she'd been lied to. Now she does whatever she wants, whenever she wants, with whomever she chooses to do it with.

Her blog chronicles the horrors she experienced in the halls of Alcoholics Anonymous (THE CULT) and the wonderful things she does now that she's escaped. *IF SHE BIT HER TONGUE ANY LONGER, IT WOULD BLEED!*

Her life is pretty GREAT.
#gogorach
#livelikeumeanit
#thatswhatsup


Monday, September 5, 2011

LOST IN ROGER

It was fun while it lasted, Doll Face!

"Sweetie.  Are you okay?"

I was all dressed up, supposed to be at another amazing restaurant interview at 2:30 that day, when all of a sudden...


I couldn't.

Do it.

I'd been crying.

AGAIN.

The months of pressure became too much. I was about to check into the hospital for help with the anxiety and panic that has become my world.

Yep.

Life's been difficult.

I broke.

OPEN.

Enough.

TO STOP.

Listen.

HEAR.

His sweet voice danced over my shoulders, like a lullaby.

"Sweetie."

"Are you OKAY?"

*sigh*

I AM NOW.

My heavy lids lifted from the ground long enough to acknowledge the compassionate stranger.

I was taken back by stunning beauty.

Roger is the most gorgeous human being I've ever laid eyes on.

His smile would light up the world.

He lit MINE.

While I drown in his intense green eyes.

The windows to a beautiful soul.

Soothed me.

INTO HIM.

With LOVE.

He is home to an enormous heart.

One large and patient enough to include someone like me.

And, my Tolstoy.

His mind.

Bright.

Sharp.

Positively BRILLIANT.

I've found my genius.

Muse.

Love?

raison d'ĂȘtre?

more will be revealed...

xoxo


P.S. In spite of my best efforts, the job interview turned out to be way farther than I thought it would be. I shall continue to pound the pavement. xoxo


DeConstrucor's Comment In Response to LETTER TO MY "FRIENDS" IN AA (page above)

"Brav fucking O.....Standing O fucking Vation. Or perhaps the Charlie Daniels quote from the Geico commercial of "thats how you do it son"

That was incredible.

Reminded me a little of "the letter" at the end of the Breakfast Club (perhaps the greatest movie ever)

Keep it up, dont be afraid to kick them in the teeth once in a while.

Always remember that its the misfits, the rebels, and the troublemakers that are the ones that change the world."

He post the following video at the end of his comment.

Thank you, my friend.
I am both Flattered and HONORED.
*STINKIN THINKAS UNITE!*


*This Video is here to support Decon's Words, not OBAMA (or any politician for that matter, since I've never been allowed to vote) Sincerely, Go-Go Rach.